The weather is definitely not what I want it to be like right now. And neither is my life. It's patchy and zigzag, with no continuity whatsoever. I was talking about the weather. And loves. I have decided to implement a new strategy. To try to be gentle. To not induce tears. To be a little more sensitive. To be a little less headstrong. To express my feelings Once in a while. And not on paper. Or a blog. I am scared. Very Very Scared. But to each his own. If disaster strikes, there's NOTHING I can do. And after all, we are tiny inconsequential specks in the universe. But trying to reason with myself when emotions come in is just..futile.